Getting Better
Sometimes, it’s hard to be the person that I want to be. Whether it’s obstacles that come from the outside world, or those that I place on myself, I sometimes find myself seemingly stuck in one place and unable to move forward. Usually I feel like I am just generally unmotivated and quite frankly, that’s not the person I want to be. I want to be able to say i’m a “self-starter” and a “go-getter” and all those other hyphenated feel good words. But the reality is, I’m just not. At least not right now.
I need to make some serious changes in my life. I need to do a lot of things differently. I have a ton of regrets in life, and I’m done with feeling that way. I’m trying to decide between writing down tangible goals and just doing what I know needs to be done. Haven’t quite figured out the best way to go about it yet. But I’m running out of time. My next milestone is May of this year and I would love to be able to look at myself and see the better person that I’ve become.
Gangsta Mittens 
It’s odd how much a lot of this rings true with me as well. (I have to somehow figure out what I’m supposed to be doing in life)
The difference between you and I however is, I KNOW you can do almost anything. (I highly doubt you can fly by flapping your arms but anything else I’m pretty confident you can do)
You are someone who is driven by your desire to help others and insure they’re good. Once you apply that same energy and desire to your day to day sitches, all will become right in your universe. *Smile*
You can do it my dearest Mo P.
ABNG - January 20, 2009 at 10:24 pm