Gangsta Mittens
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It’s time for me to go back to seeing a doctor of some sort because I’m honestly overwhelmed.  There’s nothing I want more than to just sit in a quiet house and wait for my head to stop pounding.  My mom isn’t doing well… at all.. And honestly neither am I.  Everything just seems to be falling apart and that’s a terrible feeling… the sad part is, I really don’t know what to do.  I feel completely helpless.  Torn between feeling selfish and feeling like there’s nothing i can do.
My body hurts… i mean it truly truly hurts.  Every movement hurts.  I don’t talk about it because i don’t want to bother anyone.  Mostly i just try to sit around… preferably somewhere quiet.  There’s a lot of noise around me lately… and i just don’t like noise.  All i know is that i need to get a handle on some things or else I’m going to go crazy… and honestly, i don’t even have time to be crazy.

Pray for me.