Patience
The thing i think i struggle with the most in life is patience. It affects my friendships, my interactions with my family and most of my day-to-day existence. I, like my mother, truly feel that i know the best way to do things… any thing. There are few things more painful for me than watching someone do something in a way that i would not have done it. It makes me irrationally angry. No matter how many times i tell myself that what matters most is the end result, I still find myself near panic attack levels waiting for things to get done.
Currently, I am living with my brother-in-law. If i didn’t already know, it has now been confirmed that i do not have the patience to live in someone else’s space. Don’t get me wrong, i’m extremely grateful to have somewhere to live right now… but i really need my own space… badly.
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