Gangsta Mittens
Words combined to express thoughts. Pictures displayed to convey emotion. Opening my brain to the world.

That’s the best word to describe what I’m feeling as of late. It’s not the only word… but it’s the best. There’s a lot going on around me. Some of it directly affects me, some of it indirectly affects me… but it’s there. I have about 9 weeks until i close some pretty big chapters in my life: graduation… marriage… my current job at Sirius XM… the looming bar exam… there’s just a lot going on. Truth be told it’s making me uneasy.

I really lack motivation. The problem is, I don’t know if it’s because i have such a strong dislike for what I do or if it’s because of something else. Part of me thinks I should go ahead and get back on meds, but I’m not convinced that’s the right thing to do. I keep telling myself that I want to finish up strong, and I’m not doing anything about it. I’m working on it though… or at least I say I am. All i know is some changes need to be made ASAP so that I won’t look back on anything else in my life with regrets.