Strange
That’s the best word to describe what I’m feeling as of late. It’s not the only word… but it’s the best. There’s a lot going on around me. Some of it directly affects me, some of it indirectly affects me… but it’s there. I have about 9 weeks until i close some pretty big chapters in my life: graduation… marriage… my current job at Sirius XM… the looming bar exam… there’s just a lot going on. Truth be told it’s making me uneasy.
I really lack motivation. The problem is, I don’t know if it’s because i have such a strong dislike for what I do or if it’s because of something else. Part of me thinks I should go ahead and get back on meds, but I’m not convinced that’s the right thing to do. I keep telling myself that I want to finish up strong, and I’m not doing anything about it. I’m working on it though… or at least I say I am. All i know is some changes need to be made ASAP so that I won’t look back on anything else in my life with regrets.
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