*insert long sigh here*
I have said it before and i’ll say it again. I need to be first. I don’t like coming behind something or someone. It’s not that i need to be the center of attention or anything… it’s just that I like to feel important… maybe not even important… but special. There are few things in life more painful than caring about someone and realizing that even though they may care about you as well, there will always be something/someone in front of you. I’ve got about 40 days left until i head west. I’ll admit it’s got me feeling a bit out of sorts. There’s a ton of stuff I’d like to do before I leave but I don’t know realistically how much of that I’ll get to do. Didn’t mean for this to be a blah post… just had to get some stuff off my mind.
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