So i’m 9 hours away from getting on the plane to head to SF… I’m terrified. Besides thinking that I’m not qualified, I’m terrified at being so far away from home for so long. When I first got separated back in 2005, I realized that it was my first time living alone. Since that time, […]
Archive for the ‘Growth’ Category
“I’m so excited!!! I’m so… scared” © Jesse Spano
May 25, 2008Where did the time go?
May 23, 2008So last year it seemed like the summer would NEVER get here. The drive to San Fran seemed so far on the horizon… it just couldn’t get there fast enough… but this year? Everything is moving at lightening speed. In the past couple of weeks i’ve been meeting up/reuniting with friends who I know I […]
Static v. Dynamic
May 19, 2008In life there appear to be two forces that work together. There are those things that are fairly static. They may change gradually over time, but for the most part these things are the constants. Additionally, there are those things that seem to change rapidly, week to week… day to day… Those things seem to […]
Monday already?
May 5, 2008So… I went… and it was every bit as bad as I imagined it would be. My dad pretty much looked like a skelton covered with skin. I sat as long as I could but really… there wasn’t much I could do. Tried to wake him a few times but he was unresponsive so I […]
The Future
April 30, 2008Yesterday was the hardest day I’ve had in awhile. My mom, oldest sister and I went to look at nursing homes for my dad. No matter how right I think the decision is, it still hurts that it’s gotten to this point. I was extremely frustrated with some of the stuff I saw yesterday. One […]