Gangsta Mittens
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Archive for the ‘Trust’ Category

I think I’m going to blow up my life

September 4, 2007

**disclaimer**That should not be taken as a terrorist threat I’m in a transitional phase in my life and I know it. I’m searching for something new and different. I want to stop spinning my wheels on things that don’t mean anything to me and start focusing on making myself happy. I am inches away from […]

When "sorry" isn’t enough

May 13, 2007

Sometimes “sorry” doesn’t cut it. I mean sometimes it isn’t enough to say “I’m sorry.” The thing about “sorry” is that the person you say it to doesn’t have to accept it and even if they chose to forgive, they don’t have to forget. I’m scared that my “sorry” won’t be enough this time. Knowing […]

Man oh Man…

May 7, 2007

I never thought i’d say it but thank God the weekend is over. I’ve got a ton of work i need to do on myself. Coming so close to losing something so important taught me a lot about the person i am and the person i want to be. Although i know there will be […]

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May 4, 2007

Breaking trust is fast, building it is slow. © Henry Abbott Who woulda thought a blog about the NBA could contain such a relevant statement? I lost someone’s trust today and i have no one to blame but myself. I honestly can’t think of a bigger mistake i’ve ever made in my life. I wish […]

Nightmares and Sleep Paralysis

May 2, 2007

*insert long sigh here* After a bit of a hiatus, the nightmares have returned. I hate how they always sneak up on me without warning. To make life *that* much more interesting, they’ve brought along a good friend: sleep paralysis. When i first started having the nightmares, the scariest part was always the paralysis. It’s […]